A Month of Activity

Its been so long since I posted, but so much to write about. I'll just do some bulletpoints

• I met one of my guides. He chose a persona that was very dashing and instantly I was attracted to him. He laughed and told me he could choose any image to present to me, and as soon as he said it... I was covered in puppies licking my face and I both laughed and cried at the same time.
• I met an animal guide of mine. This one both scared and awed me at the same time. He is a spotted cat, I thought it was a leopard, but I started looking through pictures and now I believe it is a jaguar. He had a white rose in his mouth and told me he is now extinct. He was huge, and his head was large and squarish but menacing looking. At times, now I feel his presence as a tingling as he brushes up past me, it reaches almost to my hips. He's come to my vision again and his eyes were shining gold in the light. I'm not certain what the white rose represents. Some say purity, which is the same meaning as my name. Perhaps he was holding ME, showing that I am tenderly in his care.
• My spirit friends have been trying to turn on my tv alot lately. Each time they make me laugh. It usually is because something is playing or on that they want me to see..and it ties to whatever I"m doing at the moment. I enjoy it thoroughly!
• I had two active evenings a week or so ago while sleeping. One night they flipped the covers off my face to get my attention, the next night something fell off a devotional shelf I have. That has quieted down now, but I'm not exactly sure the point. There is urgency in my life at the moment and I think they wanted my attention.
• I keep getting drawn to the mountains, and had a visitor from my family's past who brought me a message. I won't go into it here but part of my exploration is about reconnecting to my indian past.
• A close friend of mine is going through a difficult time, his grandfather came with a message. We're working through it but its still not resolved. I pray to my guardians, guides and God to help guide me through this as he means the world to me.
• I had a dream last night that my ex-husband was in the hospital. I went to him and asked his forgiveness for all that went wrong between us. I asked if he is truly happy in his life now and he said he is. He has forgiven me and told me he loves me and always will. Although it was a dream, it was a vivid dream. This brings peace to me inside and I was glad to have it.
• Now upon waking up this morning I was startled to find a naked man in my bedroom. Lord I hope I was still asleep, because I know this person and he looked just as startled to be there as I was. When I closed my eyes, he was gone but my heart was still pounding VERY heavily.