As the Crow Flies

I sat outside in the sun today, trying to clear my mind of clutter. The sun felt good on my face and I began to feel peaceful inside. I spoke in my head to my guide; "Are you here?". No reply.

So I decided to just relax and enjoy the feel of the sun on my face. A very faint message...just my name. "Yes?, I said".

"Listen"

All was quiet, too quiet and then I heard a crow. "Follow the crow, watch where he lands". I was so surprised that I opened my eyes to find him. I found nothing. Again, I heard my name, and I closed my eyes.

"Watch for him, he'll lead you" Okay, Thank you! I said... may I feed him? "You already did" was the reply. And then I remembered, yesterday I threw out a bunch of cornbread from some chili we had over the weekend. This morning I saw a Blue Jay and a Cardinal carrying pieces away.

My moral for today: Everyone needs a harbinger, and the birds need food. You never know where you'll find a friend, but blind faith in offering your heart can bring astounding results, and occassionally, a miracle.

I'll let you know if I see the crow. (And even as I finished this post I remembered something and had to laugh. This morning, when I saw that Cardinal and Blue Jay? I walked back inside from the deck and as I was closing the door I spoke outloud to my guide "You know.. I really could use some help finding a job, anything you can do is appreciated" Life is Good.

Posted 1/11/05: While I was chatting with a friend in California the night before last night, I had a vision of a large object. With nothing relative to show its size I would say it was at least a footboll field tall and perhaps bell shaped though its shape I can't exactly recall because I was drawn to the things attached to it. It had these long tentacle looking arms extending into its side and they each had a perfect white ball on the end of them. These balls I knew were just there temporarily as if this was a docking bay or something, I have no clue. Then one of the arms pulled away (it was very fluid in its motion like an octopus arm) and it turned toward me and came closer as if it was looking at me. The ball beautiful, pure white with a faint yellow glow to it.

Last night I was chatting with my friend in Kentucky and started to do some reiki work on him. When I closed my eyes I saw this beauitful bright bright glowing yellow orb float down in front of my eyes. Then a pyramid was there. As I watched (kept my eyes closed and typed as I saw it unfold)...the pyramid top folded back open like a lotus petal and inside was another orb. As it was exposed and the petals peeled back, that one inside the pyramid began to glow and grow bright, and expand.

I'm not certain.. I will check on this but I'm thinking whatever is sealed by the pyramids will be opened by someone coming. And inside will be found proof of them that they were there before.

Dreams & Visions Log

I know I’ll miss some, but here’s a good start. I track it back to June of last year when I had the car accident. It seems a lot came from that for some reason

DREAMS beginning in June of 2004

1. Being held up into the light, it was an incredible warm, loving feeling.
2. Volcano erupting, and aliens coming. He came to me as I stood there watching the volcano erupt. He handed me papers, they were drawings. They were diagrams of bodies and body parts and I thought… hmm.. how very similar they are to us. (I traveled to Houston and told my friends the volcano would be erupting, I knew it would erupt by the end of September)
3. Alien’s battling in the sky over head
4. Aliens outside my door, everwhere..thousands of them and I wondered..how can people not see them, look how many there are. They were short, and their eyes were solid dark color and almond shaped and their body grayish but had an iridescent or luminescent glow or aura to it. I knew they were friendly. Then I looked at myself in the mirror and my eyes appeared to be the same way dark and almond shaped. When I turned back and looked at my sweetheart who was there, so were his. This frightened me.
5. Kept waking up looking in the mirror, feeling as if I was going to find a mark on my face. The oddest thing was it felt as if it was going to be a grid mark.
6. (began receiving Reiki attunements) Dreamed I was in Reiki class learning how to do a special breathing exercise that would surround my body with a bubble. Once in place I could then go underwater and I would be able to breathe. I was so excited about this new found knowledge I woke up. Disappointed in myself I promptly made my self go back to sleep to continue the dream..but the dream now had changed
7. Was now dreaming that I was slaying a dragon, I sliced open his body and dove inside of him to do battle. I launched into my new found reiki breathing technique. Somehow I was again outside of the dragon and as he went by I sliced off his tail..he fell down down down..but the others never came back. The ones in the reiki class who were also helping in the battle… I looked for the other warrior who was battling the dragon with me and discovered that he/she had perished. I knew the others were now lost to us, because that one warrior died. I knew he had a mission he was suppose to perform to bring the others back and set them free. Such despair I felt because I knew all was lost they were locked there forever now.
8. Symbols, many geographic, some archaic rune symbols (though I had no idea they were runes until later) a Triangle, three curvy lines with three dots above them, a circle with another circle inside. I’ve kept all the symbols some do have ancient meanings. They seem to be of varying sources. Most recently the symbols now seem to be Egyptian. A bird with a feather on its head, a circle resting in a crescent (which I discovered later in a picture of Thoth).
9. Lava dream again, this time I’m surrounded by it and I’m thinking.. ok why were you trying to learn to read auras instead of trying to learn to levitate. Silly woman, so I jumped in rather than go slowly.

VISIONS during meditation, beginning in October 2004

1. July time frame: Violet light and the feeling I was talking to my higher-self. A vision of the mountain range and the earth suddenly shifting, a plate being shoved upward along the mountain range..causing a giant rip in the earth at the base of the mountains. It was massive, and forceful. “It is just nature”
2. Fire in the sky at an acute angle. This was like a heavily fueled fire burning hard and strong upward..and then it bent 10 degrees to the right. If you want to picture it as clock hands, it would be 10 min after 6pm. I could not see the source of the flame I saw it as if I was seeing it against a blue sky.
3. October: Was standing outside and saw a miniature vision/scene play out on the patio table. It was a car driving down the road, though I didn’t see it in minature picture vision..I saw it as wavy lines.. like energy. The wavy lines formed the vehicle and my niece and nephew were there I couldn’t tell which was driving all I knew was my nephew should NOT be driving. (Five hours later at Midnight my sister called, her kids were ahead of her driving they were returning from an anniversary party and my neice was driving, because my nephew was too drunk..whew)
4. Nov 3, 2004: 17 weeks will be quiet.. then the change will begin..A rose growing below the ground ... sunrise will rise above and shine again. 32 months all told treason, conflict and compromise from greed.. none ..nothing will help it. triangle... Egyptian headress, and the eagle in flight, three dots down the right side, /\ below... and above matching it is \/ (have no idea what any of this means would love to hear what any others might think.)
5. Tachyon Attunement: Saw a vision of me as a healer, going into a ramshackle building with a bag of healing stones. Have no idea what healing stones are, but told my Reiki Master of the vision at the end of the attunement and that I think I’m meant to work with stones. He sent me the Tachyon file a few minutes later, in it were instructions on energizing stones with Tachyon energy for healing purposes.
6. Red helicopter spinning out of control with a mushroom cloud in the background. (Nuclear event? in China perhaps? no clue)
7. Traffic jam, trucks and cars on overpass, cars bumper to bumper underpass. (This became a deja vu on the way home that night)
8. While practicing the Merkabah exercise, I managed to envision my MerKaBah and as I lifted I saw in front of me what appeared to be a large outcropping extending downward a with a sharp flat bottom on it, and what appeared to be a large eye in the middle. It had an opposing "stalagtite" type of escarpment coming up ward almost meeting it. Felt as if I could fly right up into the eye. I will try to find a link. I saw this image very nearly to what I saw in my vision in a picture from Nasa of the planet forming.
9. A golden bath. The square basin filled with water, a golden faucet high up on the wall with water flowing forth from it. The gold faucet was an animal's head with its mouth open, though I don't recall what animal it was. There were stairs leading up the side of the wall.. Open stairs so as you ascended you could continually see the marble & gold wall with the faucet pour water down into the square pool or bath. Disks.. round and flat were ornamental designs along the ceiling of the room and up the stair path. I remember seeing egyptian heiroglyphs along the top of the wall as well. A bird with a feather in its head, a plain feather, a sword or knife.

Interview with a Dragon Soul

There are many individuals who know in their hearts that although they walk this earth in human bodies, they have lived other lives as animal souls. I wish to share an interview that I did with a dragon soul. Diversity and harmony to all, Enjoy!


First off, how long have you known that you were a dragon in a previous life?

Dragonshealing: I would say it would have to be going onto a year and a half now that I have
suspected but its kind of fuzzy when exactly I 'knew' definitely

What brought you to the knowledge, have you had visions of your previous life as a dragon?

Dragonshealing: that as well as meeting people who I recalled from previous lives, who now also exist in this time, dragons tend to reincarnate and get to know people who they knew previously
They might say something one day that unlocks a memory I didn’t know was there, its kind of hard to predict since they come on very randomly the memories

What types of things have you remembered? Would you share?

Dragonshealing: I share with anyone that asks and is prepared to take me seriously on my word, but I died very young as a dragon, I remember my hatching, loosing my egg tooth, meeting a phoenix as well as my death, and a few other smaller things... like being bored out of my brain and rolling a stone around the cave floor... but vie listed the exiting parts

Can you talk about your death, I know it must've been painful.

Dragonshealing: I was actually dead before I knew what hit me, I was barely bigger than a normal human... some where just over 6 foot... but understandably significantly larger in actual body size ( being four lagged ) but I was out in a clearing, I still to date have no idea what I was doing there, and I heard/sensed something behind me... I went to jump into the air when a large stone tipped spear hit me in the lower back (still a sensitive spot ) and broke my spine even though it didn’t penetrate the scales

How very sad, I'm sorry, and so young too. Why do you think Dragons were hunted and killed?

Dragonshealing: fear... misunderstanding ( witch tends to lead to fear ) and general ignorance... the usual recopied for disaster... I know most dragons simply refused to fight back because we didn’t want to destroy

What did Dragons eat?

Dragonshealing: meat eaters mainly, and even as humans we still like to have meat in our meals, I don’t think we would particularly hunt humans, maybe nick a few cattle here and there though...

Are there different types of dragons?

Dragonshealing: we can truthfully brag we are the most varied species in existence, including everything from nagas, hydras, eastern and western dragon types, probably a few others, as well as uncountable numbers of sub species in each... and before you ask... yes different species of dragons can interbreed, as can dragons breed with almost anything else...

Dragonshealing: but it isn’t unknown for dragons to even change there own physical form to suit there personality more... I haven’t done so myself... but I know of those who have

Can you describe your dragon self to us, how tall or large you are, if you have wings, what color you are?

Dragonshealing: understand first with dragonsoul it means we are humans but our souls are that of astral dragons... we are not dragons 'incarnate' meaning I know of none who, no matter how hard we may wish, can assume true form on this world.... but within astral it is possible

So, if I was walking by in the astral plane and saw you, what would I see?

Dragonshealing: I stand at approximately 6 stories tall and have scales like golden mother o pearl, my wings are particularly large and are iridescent golden with a green tinge where light strikes them, my snout is not beak like or skinny being more rounded in shape, I have two main horns that sweep back from the back of my head in some what of a gentle S shape... as well as two smaller horns from each cheek, the horns being a pearly white in color

Dragonshealing: if I have a tail blade or not somewhat depends on my mood at the time

How beautiful! And do you fly places in your dreams?

Dragonshealing: actually I really don’t dream too much and when I do the dreams tend to just be weird.. and usually related to something I’ve done that day ( watching transformers: the movie about 4 times being a example )

But you mentioned you are a dragon on the astral plane. is that not in your dream?

Dragonshealing: I do my astral flying when I am fully awake and usually in the company of other dragon souls or some times even a few phoenix souls... who are much like dragon souls.

I've spoken to other dragon souls, they tell me they feel their wings

Dragonshealing: I also feel my wings as what you could call phantom limbs, as in I can move them, feel them, but then look over my shoulder and see nothing they are kind of the same as, say a human who has lost an arm and feels as if its still there.

Some animal souls feel that the world is changing and as we raise our vibrations we may see the dragon species re-emerge on earth. Do you feel this is potential?

Dragonshealing: well I truly hope so and I hope it is within this life time, I do not know if it is possible or not, but I have committed myself to finding out, currently I can actually give my wings a semi physical form, enough to splash water around in the shower at any rate, lol

Well, if you could say anything that will help the world of tomorrow understand dragons better. what would it be?

Dragonshealing: I don’t know really but I guess people will just have to accept us for who and what we are, each dragon is a individual so I cant rightly speak for all dragons, but I myself would be content to find a quiet place to myself, find a mate... have a family, I feel that is a honest thing to want out of life.

Well thank you! for more information on Dragons and to meet other Dragonsouls, I found at a website for the Foundation of Awakening and Enlightening. It is a bulletin board for dragon souls and other soul types. Click here or go to www.Premethianweb.com. Do you have any other links or information you would like to share?

Dragonshealing: perhaps only that as a dragon soul I hope that when we do come back the world is ready to accept us, we are not monsters, we are truly intelligent beings in our own right and we only wish those things that any human would want. We have our differences true enough but we are not totally unable to be understood... I never even got to reach maturity as a dragon, it is something that hurts still, many other dragon souls bare similar pains, but I know I myself am going to put that behind me.

Dragonshealing: and reading some things else where, suggesting dragons are war like.. I will leave you with the final note that it was humans who invented genocide....

Thank you Dragonshealing for the interview, may you and your other Dragon souls find peace and harmony among those on the Astral Plane

Lucid Dreaming Technique

I have a recurring lava dream. Now I know that I'm suppose to levitate when the lava surrounds me...but for some reason.. I have no faith in my ability and I decide to jump in rather than be burned slowly. We CAN alter our dreams and take control. Here is a method to try:

This entry was taken courtesy of http://www.geocities.com/HotSprings/Oasis/8515/html/what_is_.html But I felt it interesting, and I wanted to share with you.

What is a Lucid Dream?
A lucid dream is a dream in which the dreamer is aware that they are dreaming. Lucid dreams are often as vivid as waking reality.

The M.I.L.D. technique was developed by Dr. Steven LaBerge at Stanford University and is copyrighted by The Lucidity Institute. This technique was devised while LaBerge was writting his doctoral dissertation on lucid dreaming. He needed to come up with a method of inducing lucid dreams in test subjects. After careful experimentation and assistance from his collegue Lunn Levitan, the M.I.L.D. technique was born. M.I.L.D. is an acronym for Mnemonic Induction of Lucid Dreams. There are four steps to this method.

Step One - Setup Dream Recall:
Program yourself to recall as much of your dreams as possible when you awaken from them.

Step Two - Focus Your Intent:
While returning to sleep, concentrate on your intention to remember to recognize you are dreaming. Repeat to yourself, "The next time I am dreaming, I will realize I am dreaming." Think about the words as you say them, don´t just repeat them meaninglessly. Focus your intent on this idea alone. If you find your mind wandering, clear your mind and continue to repeat the phrase.

Step Three - See Yourself Becoming Lucid:
As you continue to focus on your intention to remember to realize you are dreaming, imagine that you are back in the dream from which you just awoke, or another you have had recentlyi if you are just going to sleep or don´t remember a dream apon awakening. Visualize the dream from a first person perspective. This time, though, imagine that you realize you are dreaming. Look for a dream sign (something within the dream that sets it apart from waking reality.) When you see it say to yourself, "I am dreaming!" and continue with your visualization. Imagine that you then carry out the plans you have for your next lucid dream. (i.e. Flying, looking for a spirit guide, travelling to Mars, etc..)

Step Four - Repeat Until Your Intent is Set:
Repeat steps two and three until you either fall asleep or you feel confident that your intent is set. While you fade into sleep, if you find your mind wandering or thinking about anything else, repeat step two or three. The last thought on your mind before you enter sleep should be your intent to realize you are in a drean the next time you are dreaming.

Sweet Dreams everyone