Bang, boom, crash

Well yesterday as I was in the shower, I heard a crash from out near the kitchen area. It was a small crash, something that fell over I suspect, but it certainly startled me. I discovered my little ceramic plaque of Virgin Mary fell off the wall. I found it interesting, but not alarming. It was hung with double back velcro. The fact that its been hanging there for 3 months with no problem, was curious to me, but as I said. I went on with my day

Till later last night, a close friend who I was chatting with online apparently 'channeled' my grandmother. Grammy claimed responsibility for the act and said it was an accident, that moving things is like trying to hold water in your hands, difficult. Understand, this person channelled her before both times she brought information he couldn't possibly know. Only she (or family members) would know. So last night I sat up and paid attention at this. She brought messages of being worried about me, that I work too hard, I'm too stressed, I need to learn how to relax and such. Even mentioned Deja Vu, which I found hilarious coming from the spiritual world.

This morning, I was taking a shower and pondering the conversation the night before. As we often do, I began questioning whether or not it really happened, was it something I should believe? I went to my bedroom to get dressed. As I got to my bedroom, my hair dryer fell off the bathroom sink. I never touched my dryer this morning. Its been sitting there since yesterday morning, same place. Now, it was on the floor. Never even got near it as I left the bathroom.

I guess that's my answer. Oh and just for the record, I asked her last night if there was Bingo in heaven. The answer was "Yeah, but the angels cheat". Gotta love grammy with a sense of humor.

In the end, all that really matters is that I both love and miss my grandmother and my mother. Life is going along just fine, and, well... if you're gonna drop by.... drop by. I don't care if a few things fall, after all they're just things.

Our Personal Trinity

You know how you’re walking through life and all of a sudden something so complicated becomes so simple in your mind. You finally wake up inside and say.. NOW I get it. There are many things out on the Internet that talk about your soul mate, and about how life is give and take.

I walked many paths but I never seemed to find true balance in my life, until now. You don’t really know what it is until you do experience it. You can read story after story or self-help books day in and out and still not grasp it until you finally reach out and connect with someone completely.

Finding your soul mate isn’t about finding that one in a million type person who will spark your flame. Flames come and go. I asked my grandmother on her 75th wedding anniversary.. “How did you make it last?” She replied with all the disdain she could muster “Oh I don’t know what all the fuss is about.. I just stayed”

I sit next to my sweetheart on the sofa, and I feel my heart beat, we lay closely together, or his head on my lap and I can feel his heart beat. I noticed something important. There is another heartbeat. It’s one we share. Its there.. its subtle, sometimes it’s a heart beat and sometimes it’s a rhythmic song that makes us flow tighter in unison. I’m not talking about a sexual moment, this is a unison that an orchestra feels when music is going smoothly and drives its song to our very core.

I realized something tonight. I recognized this third heartbeat in a pair of friends of mine. It’s the rhythm of the unit of ONE. This is the “One-ness” that exists when two physical beings meet on more than just a spiritual plane. This event can happen in a spiritual place, a sexual place, a physical place or emotional place. They recognize that wondrous moment, and realize that there really is beauty in creation and in all things.

Oh we may part and begin to doubt what we felt, what we saw, what we knew without even asking. Our minds begin to play the “what if” or “what did” or “what would” and doubts begin to assail us. But then we are together again and in an instant all that is gone again and we realize something important.

We are ONE, we may be separate in the physical world and this is where we have free will. But we are ONE in the spiritual world. This IS where the Ying meets the Yang; this is the beauty of love in complete harmony and fluid motion. The key is recognizing this love in its purest form by accepting and having faith in our oneness, yet also supporting and understanding our individuality on the physical plane.

We then accept our duality of our self, our individuality on the physical plane and how our two bodies are actually one body that is combined into the female and male essence on the spiritual planes; this is our personal holy trinity. We can live and explore the duality of the planes and learn, blossom and grow together in eternity rhythm. If you listen closely you’ll hear the third heartbeat.

That is the Personal Trinity.

What else?

If I'm reading this correctly (this being my dreams and such) the next thing we'll see is volcanic activity throwing out some chunks of flaming rock... Not sure what the technical term for that is.

Also..watch for the caldera eruption. (even as I write that I want to change it to earthquake..but we'll see) We will also see a meteor impact soon.

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That's all the news that is the news

Well, Tuesday I had an event. I was standing at my desk when I felt the ground tremble below my feet. I put my hands on my desk to hold on because it felt the like ground dropped ten feet. Quite embarassing when, no one else felt a thing but me. I decided since my sister set her "earthquake party" for Sun 3/13, and I just got this ping..hmmm.. I think I'm gonna have mine tonight. So Tuesday I had bloody Mary's with my girlfriend. While I was at her house I felt another minor one.

The next morning I went to work I pm'd my sister and my sweetie that two events were coming. One by noon and one by 6pm. Meanwhile I discovered one already happened. Mt. St. Helen's had coughed up the night before. Sure enough by noon she coughed again. Nothing came by 6pm (whew).

And as for my sister being in FL and her dream about a quake/wave hitting Florida. She got home without incident Thursday night. Friday Florida had an earthquake. They still can't tell exactly what it was, mostly it just shook houses and such but over quite a large area. The Airforce is blaming two fighter jets. I have my doubts. You can read some dialogue about it here http://www.freerepublic.com/focus/f-news/1361280/posts.

Enjoy your party tomorrow sis! We ducked another. But it looks like you get the 'earthquake' pings and I get the 'volcano' pings. After Tuesday nights event. I remembered something really important. I had the same feeling back in Septemeber. The last time Mt. St. Helen's burped. That one gave me a few hours notice. This one gave me 12 hours notice on the first event, and 12 hours notice for the second event. Bon Voyage

The Bell Tolls

My Ya Ya friends know that about a week ago I received a message that I would hear the bell toll when it happens. I didn't write it in my blog because the message sounded more spiritual than chronical. Tonight I was out on my deck wondering about that message. Did it mean I will be in church? I finished my smoke and came back inside. I decided I wanted to check if it 2/13 was a Sunday. Would I be in church.

I also decided to cancel my subscription to the USGS earthquake notifications. It seemed silly to look at that log everyday. If the ground shakes, hey ..there's something I'll pay attention to. If its shaking in someone else's neighborhood it won't help me knowing that ahead of time. So when I went to the website to cancel my subscription I began reading the FAQ section. I hit upon a paragraph about New Madrid and decided to read about it.

Here's where I sat up and paid more attention. The glass shade on the banker's lamp next to me dropped suddenly, rotated. All the time I've owned it, it's never done that.. here's what I was reading at the time: http://earthquake.usgs.gov/faq/regional.html I paste below how far I got in the paragraph...

In November of 1755, an earthquake with an estimated magnitude of 6.0 and a maximum intensity of VIII occurred 200 miles off the coast of Cape Ann, Massachusetts. Boston was heavily damaged. The strongest earthquakes recorded in the continental US were not in the West; they were centered in eastern Missouri near the border with Kentucky and Tennessee. In the winter of 1811-1812, a series of three earthquakes of magnitudes 8.4 to 8.7 and maximum intensities of XI occurred near New Madrid, Missouri.

Then the light shade fell..and I turned back to read the next sentence

These shocks were so strong that observers reported that the land distorted into visible rolling waves. They changed the course of the Mississippi River; they made church bells ring in Boston and Washington, D.C.

Interesting.. Now some of that sounds familiar to me doesn't it? My dream below ("A Snow Covered Caldera Blows") about feeling the land roll like waves below my feet. Hmmmm. The point is... am I seeing a past event, or hearing warnings of a future event. I can't help feeling that its not only a past event, but of one that is about to repeat itself.

Junior Guardians

I received a promotion last night. Well I have to admit it wasn't just me, there were many there for the ceremony. Among them were my online psychic friends. We are our own little "Ya Ya" group. The four of us ladies were among those allowed in the upper realm meeting of the Guardians. It was a special event for us, because we were promoted to Junior Guardians. There was a gathering place and all the guardians were there including the elders. I could tell by looking across the seating arrangement that even the guardian to our US President was there.

In the area reserved for the new Junior Guardians, there was seating for many. But we kept our Ya Ya group together closely as we entered and sat down. There was a male amongst us to0, though I can't tell you who he was, he appeared to be in his 20's in his physical life. The ladies of our group presented him with a ceremonial token 'razzberry'. It was a ceremonial dollar bill with the name "Trash Holder" written across the back and we each signed the bill. He got a kick out of it and took it in humor. The elders thought it was hilarious and wanted to see the gift, which we passed to them and they passed among themselves.

An elder female then presented the most beautiful ceremonial hanky to her daughter. I call it a hanky merely because it appeared to be a beautiful ancient square of linen, with lace trim. It had a very old teardrop shaped Pearl dangling from one corner. Other pearls were placed on other areas of the linen including one large one in the center. This was presented to her daughter who was meant to wear it with her white gown upon a big occassion that will happen soon. I don't quite recall what that coming event is, but everyone was excited.

I had a few other dreams last night but this one was incredible. When I awoke I finally understood that there is no time on the other side and that this side, the physical side.. is merely a small splash of life. That we dance and travel in our dreams, but it is through the astral plane in a different realm, and that we can travel through different dimensions as well, that there is structure and rules that must be adhered to, that there are hierarchies there just like here on the physical plane. That it is important to experience as much physical as possible because it is a unique and wonderful training ground for us.

Thank you Elders, for helping our guardians teach us ways to grow, and for accepting us and promoting us within the guardian world.

Mick Jagger Rocks

Its an incredible feeling to be onstage playing the guitar with someone so dynamic. Even more incredible is being backstage with him. I've never been attracted or drawn to the man myself. Have no idea why he waltzed into my dreams last night, invited me on stage and gave me an identical guitar. But I played my heart out. Thanks Mick, you Rock!

A Snow Covered Caldera Blows

Dreamed Last week: All is peaceful. No real notice is given. A blanket of snow covers the lake. All of a sudden a loud explosion as the lava forces its way up in a major and violent sudden eruption. The second event was a mountain volcano. It began to throw chunks of rock that are flaming. Small bits, hiccups here and there. People knew it was going to erupt. Travel to the north to get away.

Dreamed Last night: My twin was at a hotel, I was watching her as if I was with her but I knew I wasn't really there. The earth began to tremble and we lost our footing. She wanted to go out in the center of the garden area courtyard in the center of the hotel. There were trees and rock that were on a soft raised hill there, so it seemed like high ground. I didn't want to be so exposed to the outside for fear of water washing us away. The dream ended there, as we clasped to trees in that courtyard the ground was rolling and moving as if it was water.