A Ceremony of Math

Last night I went to bed a bit early and fell soundly to sleep and had a very lucid dream.

I dreamed I was was taking part in a ceremony of sorts. My conscious mind was there looking through the eyes of my higher self.. watching my higherself take part. There were some symbols and math like things, I remember seing them in front of me and I was reciting them, it was part of a service, and I was being given leadership of something but I dont remember.

I awoke to something at 3:30 and felt uncomfortable. It felt as if something unpleasant, an "icky" was in my room. Each time I closed my eyes I began to see images that were unpleasant, and felt a threatening oppression. I kept opening them and trying to clear my head. I tried to 'lift' the energy with my mind and clear my room but when I tried, the oppressiveness kept coming back and my eyes would fly open. I didn't want to see what they were showing me.

Then I felt a depression in the bed, the kind a large dog would make, with his paw as he steps down onto the mattress from a higher place. I think that was my Jaguar coming. I then felt chills drift over my body as he passed over my body and then I fell back to sleep quickly, but remember nothing more of dreams.

Azna Mother Earth

I never heard of Azna until Friday night. I know there is divine feminine, I just never thought much about it before. She came two nights ago to a friend of mine. She said she will be back on Tuesday. I know many things are coming and only hope I can pay attention and do the right thing.

I also came across this recent posting from Deepak Chopra.. I'll share the link because I really enjoyed what he wrote:

--Direct healing is possible, including self-healing, faith healing, and hands-on healing.
--Separate minds can be in communication.
--The living can contact the dead.
--Outer events mirror inner states of mind.
--Everything happens for a reason.
--Destiny is a force in human life.
--Collective consciousness is a web connecting every human being.
--Nature is organized and intelligent.
--Higher states of consciousness are real.
--Prayers are answered.
--Dreams, wishes, and intentions can come true.
--A critical mass of people who want peace can end war and bring about an era of peace.

http://www.intentblog.com/archives/2006/01/how_we_are_conn.html

Shakira (for my inner child)

Infinity and Victory

The sign for infinity is an eight on its side, but it lacks dimension to represent accurately. It is a mobius strip, it is the infinity of movement within a circle that never ends creating a divine spiral. There is no time aspect of infinity.
Several days ago I began seeing a crown of flowers. Several nites ago I dreamed a crown of yellow flowers were placed on my head…then I saw a tombstone and I knew it to be my tombstone, and the wreath of flowers were on the tombstone. Here are a few definitions on the symbol of a wreath:

Garland or Wreath: Symbolic of saintliness.
Garland or Wreath - Symbol of saintliness and glory, Victory in death.
Wreath - originating as an ancient symbol of victory, it was adopted into the Christian religion as a symbol of the victory of the redemption. It is now a common memorial symbol