Bell Tolls and Bell Book and Candle

I woke up to hearing.."for whom the bell tolls" again..And was reminded that bell book and candle has certain steps...they must be done in a certain order. I think the bell book and candle thing is about excommunication by the church I think the bell tolls thing is a warning that we are all connected. That i need to pay attention to the signs around me.

Lately i've been recalling a vision of an old man and a young child on the hill above the plains where that battle was. I'm not going to list the battle..my ya ya friends know what this is about..i just needed to make note of it here. Note that I need to tell them about the man..the child and the fact that their journey brought them to that place above the plains where that battle was fought. When they got there though..there was no battle in progress...there was a tournament being held. LIke a jousting tournament and I remember seeing a pennant with a split shape..it was white and had some red writing on it.

Faith can change the outcome

I was given a task to rescue a bee from the pool ..it was floating in the middle, I didn’t have my bathing suit on…just a sundress. There was no time..i slipped into the water..but I was scared that he was going to sting me…so instead of rescuing him from the water...I scooped the bee up WITH the water and tossed him onto the side of the pool but he was struggling. I came back later..again the bee was back in the middle of the pool. He was fluttering his wings and feet trying to get out but i knew he was drowning in the pool of water. This time I knew I was not to be afraid. I walked right down the steps into the pool and up to the bee. I spread my fingers and let the water go and lifted him up ontop of my fingers and walked him out of the water…I put him on pavement and he went on his way.

I take it this is a test of faith, like the blue bird story..through trials and tribulations we become stronger and learn about our own strength.

I found my third diamond yesterday

and was given this Song...Clarity..who is the Ashtarah - Lady of the Sea is Ashstarah

I worry, I weigh three times my body
I worry, I throw my fear around
But this morning, there's a calm I can't explain
Rock candy's melted, only diamonds now remain

Ooh ooh ooh ooh

By the time I recognize this moment
This moment will be gone
But I will bend the light, pretend that it somehow lingered on
Well all I got's

Ooh ooh ooh ooh

And I will wait to find
If this will last forever
And I will wait to find
If this will last forever
And I will pay no mind
When I won't and it won't cause it can't
It just can't
It's not supposed to

Is there a second in time that I looked around
Did I sail through or drop my anchor down
Is anything enough to kiss the ground
And say I'm here now and she's here now

Ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh ooh

So much wasted in the afternoon
So much sacred in the month of June
How bout you

And I will wait to find
If this will last forever
And I will wait to find
That it won't and it won't it won't
And I will pay no mind
worry about the way the weather
And I will waste no time
Remembering our life together

Bells Ringing - This morning Mickey Fantasia

Heres the scene in Mickey that was playing: The Night on Bald Mountain segment is a showcase for animator Bill Tytla, who gave the demon Chernabog a power and intensity rarely seen in Disney films. The nocturnal Chernabog summons from their graves empowered restless souls, until driven away by the sound of a church bell.

Last night Meeka kept hearing bells..church bells..i have another segment here on bells..chris told me wear my pendant: The heart, anchor and cross. Love, faith and hope.

Earth Wind and Fire

Yesterday's Song (David came yesterday and showed me to have faith...they led me to a man who had a car accident and he survived..it was a miracle.. there are miracles. King Arthur story is the same as David and Goliath...we are to unite the worlds faiths in peace and harmony, no more wars) This has to do with the rainbow of Christ I think

Every man has a place
In his heart there's a space
And the world can't erase his fantasies
Take a ride in the sky
On our ship fantasise
All your dreams will come true right away

And we will live together
Until the twelfth of never
Our voices will ring forever as one

Every thought is a dream
Rushing by in a stream
Bringing life to your kingdom of doing
Take a ride in the sky
On our ship fantasise
All your dreams will come true miles away

Our voices will ring together
Until the twelfth of never
We all will love together as one

Come to see victory
In a land called fantasy
Loving life a new degree
Bring your mind to everlasting liberty

As one

Come to see victory
In a land called fantasy
Loving life for you and me
To behold to your soul is ecstasy
You will find other kind
That has been in search of you
Many lives have brought you to
Recognise it's your life now in review

As you stay for the play
Fantasy has in store for you
A glowing light will see you through
It's your day shining day
All your dreams come true

As you glide in your stride
With the wind as you fly away
Give a smile from your lips and say
Are you free yes I'm free
And I'm on my way

I'll Be There

I dont think I'm ready to write about David, but he is a guardian and from the bible. The day before yesterday I had a vision of mom and AA Michael, mom said "its time".
Yesterday I got a message in latin that made me extremely nervous and concerned. I've been wondering whether its really true and how do I go about trusting this. This morning I woke to a song. "just look over your shoulder, and I'll be there". Thank you! I still wasnt sure so I grab my angel cards and shuffled and asked...how will I know which is true, and who to believe? I shuffled and shuffled until one popped out. It was "have confidence" "moving forward does not necessarily require you to have confidence in yourself. Confidence in God is enough, along with knowing that God works through you and with you in all ways. Lean upon us if your confidence wavers and we will buoy your courage and faith." I looked at the little precious moments statue on my bedstand and saw the small angel ontop of the world with a blue bird on her head. I know its possible and I trust God.

Here are the lyrics to "I'll Be There"

You and I must make a pact, we must bring salvation back
Where there is love, Ill be there

Ill reach out my hand to you, Ill have faith in all you do
Just call my name and Ill be there

Ill be there to comfort you,
Build my world of dreams around you, Im so glad that I found you
Ill be there with a love thats strong
Ill be your strength, Ill keep holding on

Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness, well thats all Im after
Whenever you need me, Ill be there
Ill be there to protect you, with an unselfish love that respects you
Just call my name and Ill be there

If you should ever find someone new, I know hed better be good to you
cause if he doesnt, Ill be there
Dont you know, baby, yeah yeah
Ill be there, Ill be there, just call my name, Ill be there

(just look over your shoulders, honey - oo)

Ill be there, Ill be there, whenever you need me, Ill be there
Dont you know, baby, yeah yeah

Ill be there, Ill be there, just call my name, Ill be there...