Thursday, December 30, 2004

Enoch 20:1-8 And these are the names of the holy angels who watch. Also known as The Watchers

Affirmation of the Archangels

Lord, God in heaven above, bring your holy Angels into my monad, allow them to walk with me and within me as deacons to my guardians. Help guide and lift me on my journey, I call upon Uriel, Raphael, Raguel, Michael, Saragael, Gabriel and Remiel to watch over me and my Guardians, to keep us safe and help me to attain all things for my greatest good.

I call to Archangel Zadkiel, Angel of Prayer & Affirmation, I call upon you now to guide me through my affirmations and open my heart to the personal power within me. Help me be aware and listen to the answers to my prayers. Inspire me to all things that are possible, to the greatest good of me and those around me. I ask this in holy supplication and divine Love. Amen

I call to Archangel Michael, Angel of Protection and Defender of the Light and Goodness”, I call upon you to safely guide me, remove negativity from the minds of those around me. Lift and remove the negative spirits in my home and my heart and bring them to the Light of God so that their negativity can be healed. Protect me as I walk my path, Archangel Michael so that I may be the Power and the Light of God. I ask this in Holy supplication and divine Love. Amen

I call to Archangel Gabriel, Angel of Resurrection and Hero of God, bearer of GOOD NEWS. I call upon you to whisper in my ear of coming events, changes, and opportunities for new experiences. Restore life and light into my life, into my relationships, into my personal commerce and household. Come upon me and fill me with the remembrance of my divine purpose and destiny. I ask this in holy supplication and divine love, Amen.

I call to Archangel Uriel, Angel of Ministration & "light of God," I call upon you now to bring divine light into my life and transform my painful memories, restore peace to my past and allow me to forgive myself for my mistakes. Bring your love and legions and enfold me in waves of peace and understanding. Please anchor me in love that is strong enough to withstand negativity. Bring your essence into my life to assist me in becoming a master of my energies. I ask this in Holy supplication and divine Love. Amen

I call to Archangel Metatron, Angel of Thought, and Overseer of the Akashic Records, open up my heart and bring me closer to God, help me to realize and heal my karmic bands. Guide me so that my thoughts are filled with positive, uplifting and spiritual energy; and my face reflects those thoughts.

I call to Archangel Ariel, Angel of Nature and beautiful being of light, I call upon you to connect me with the realm of Earth Angels so that I may build harmony and balance within my earth domain. I ask to be forgiven for my sins against nature and to be imbued with purest intent through love and understanding so I can be one with nature again. Allow me to experience the magical healing properties of flowers, rocks, water and soil. I ask this in holy supplication and divine Love. Amen

I call to Archangel Raphael, Angel of Healing, I call upon you to bring healing within my seven bodies, clear my blocks and pain, purify my heart and soul and remove false beliefs, cleanse and heal my mental, physical and emotional manifestations bringing me back to my divine self. Allow universal energy to flow freely through me and help me to become a vessel of Light. I call upon you and your healing powers to heal our beloved Mother Earth and all of her inhabitants. Please guide me with clarity and love through my process of healing, and the process of healing Mother Earth. I ask this in holy supplication and divine Love. Amen
For more information about your Monad click here http://www.wisdomsdoor.com/logs2003/logs030114.shtml or go to http://www.newadvent.org/cathen/10447b.htm

Thursday, December 23, 2004

A New Day: A message to Light Workers, Indigo Children, et als.

Last night I met an Indigo Child

The world is changing, and those of us in the psychic community and those who have experienced some of these changes feel the shift, but what does it mean? Are we born to specific task, are we here for a purpose? We go through life the best way we know and try to be true to our hearts and our beliefs while pursuing our personal growth. The shifts and changes that come are subtle but for how long? Will we be ready for what is coming?

I woke up this morning thinking there is time. Time to learn, time to explore and to experience life and the lessons we learn and share. But I also realized that the world of the internet has brought me closer to people I would never have met and yet at the same in some way isolating us as well. We have so much to learn and so much more that we can do, and I’m thrilled that I live at a time to see these things.

Who are the Indigo Children, are they ascended masters, star children, gifts from God? There is a wealth of information out there that explains who they are. I encourage the community to meet and greet them bring them into your hearts and worlds and help them feel warm and safe. They bring so many gifts of love and promise to the world and though faced with many challenges, they will overcome them with our help and our devotion.

Empathy, levitation, manifestations, invisibility, telepathy, kinetics, shape shifting, astral projection, remote viewing, these and many more will be their gift. They are gifted but it’s more than that. They are not only gifted, they ARE the gift. Their spirits are filled with a measure of unconditional love to help heal the world.

Is there a battle brewing in the background?

I welcome everyone to share his or her experiences, visions, insight and messages that they receive through meditation and sight.

Have you felt the changes? Bring to us your story; share your experiences and your prophecies. Know that through sharing and teaching each other we can raise our vibrations and expand our own abilities.

When you strike a tuning fork it hums and vibrates. If a guitar is lying near by, it will receive this energy and the strings of the guitar will begin to hum and vibrate. Know that some are the tuning forks and some are the guitars. By interacting with each other in the conscious state we also interact with our higher selves and through this exchange we activate and raise the vibrations of those around us. It is why you occasionally feel as if you activated someone within your circle. Their abilities awaken. Their being begins to hum and vibrate and they are brought to a new level of vibration.

So share, explore and grow with each other. I call upon the mediums to help them with their guides, and the astrologers to help them with their charts, and the new generation to help the elders move into a new realm. Bring your skills together and grow together. Feel free to use the community chat room for private growth and learning sessions, write to me with suggestions, topics and classes we can introduce. This is a venue for a free and open exchange of ideas and lessons.

And to those who feel they are awakening, whether you are Indigo Children, Star Children, Crystal Children or feel your abilities are changing, welcome to our community. May the blessing of love, peace and enlightenment surround you in your waking and dream filled slumber.

Happy Holidays and Joy to Everyone
Catherine
A_New_Light

This is a message posted from my web community. If you feel you are awakening or are gifted with psychic or other extended psionic abilities, I invite you to join the private community to share, learn and grow. http://groups.yahoo.com/group/A_New_Light_/

Sunday, December 19, 2004

It's Christmas, and miracles CAN happen.

It's Christmas time, and miracles CAN happen, this is dedicated to a friend of mine with cancer.

My guardian’s name is Bob, one of many, that is to say one of many names and one of many guardians/angels. We all have our guardian, our guide, our angels who look over our shoulder and help guide us through this physical life. This doesn’t mean that we will face no danger, or darkness in our lives, in fact quite the opposite. We are here to learn, and frankly the lesson will change from one being to another.

I have faced many challenges in life, but not nearly as many as some folks face and I didn’t always make the best decisions. I do know, however that forgiving your self is a good place to start. Once you can face that with all honesty in your heart, forgiving those in your circle, and those in your past comes easier. With only love and laughter in your heart, life becomes a ride of joy for not only you, but those around you who love you. Happiness spreads like wild fire.

So take a moment of your life during this holiday season and think about where you’ve been in your life, and forgive your self for the mistakes of the past. Go forth with a lightness in your step and joy in your heart and you’ll leave a rainbow of happiness in your path.

Merry Christmas Everyone

Sunday, December 12, 2004

INTENT 101: A Dialogue

a_new_light (2:16:45 PM): Intent... tell me what it is
John (2:17:11 PM): what do u mean
a_new_light (2:17:22 PM): what does the word "intent" mean to you?
John (2:17:33 PM): ummmm
John (2:17:59 PM): i dont know how to explain it..but like to do something
a_new_light (2:18:27 PM): lets say intent is focused ambition
a_new_light (2:18:47 PM): you can sit in a room..and say.. "I would love to have a pool in the back yard"
a_new_light (2:18:49 PM): that is desire
John (2:19:01 PM): ok
a_new_light (2:19:03 PM): but.. if you changed that to
a_new_light (2:19:11 PM): "I want and WILL have a pool in my back yard"
a_new_light (2:19:16 PM): which man will most likely get it?
John (2:19:37 PM): the 1 that wants and will
a_new_light (2:19:45 PM): that is the nature of INTENT
a_new_light (2:19:50 PM): it is focused ambition
John (2:19:52 PM): ok
a_new_light (2:19:54 PM): ok
a_new_light (2:20:08 PM): now.. lets refresh your memory on the energy lesson yesterday
John (2:20:13 PM): ok
a_new_light (2:20:43 PM): how is it..that you can pick up a thought someone else is having?
John (2:21:13 PM): we pick energy that surrounds the outside of the body
a_new_light (2:21:40 PM): yes, brainwaves..transfer into energy waves..that ride the airwaves
John (2:21:41 PM): physical, emotional, empathetic, and 1 more
a_new_light (2:22:10 PM): now...what would happen if your own thoughts were focused ambition... "intent"
a_new_light (2:22:26 PM): are they also... being transmitted?
John (2:22:48 PM): they would be really strong and u would really pick up on them
a_new_light (2:22:57 PM): yes
a_new_light (2:23:05 PM): now... lets jump to another conversation
John (2:23:09 PM): so thats y we pick them up
a_new_light (2:23:11 PM): and put this aside for a moment
John (2:23:14 PM): k
a_new_light (2:23:50 PM): how many times... has it ever happened...that you knew someone well...spent time with them.. lets say. And then occasionally you would say something and they would respond "I was just thinking that very thing"
a_new_light (2:23:59 PM): you read my mind!
John (2:24:12 PM): yes i did that a lot
a_new_light (2:24:16 PM): when.. it appeared to be just coincidence. that perhaps you both had the same thought processes
a_new_light (2:24:51 PM): but... perhaps.. You’re driving down the road, and think.. "Ice cream"... and they say.. ooohh Ice cream.. I would love some... was thinking about that just this morning
John (2:25:01 PM): yup
John (2:25:20 PM): and i finish their sentances 2
a_new_light (2:25:28 PM): did you mentally have to process this... send out your antenna like a martian..and activate some mental process? or did you just.. "pick up on it.."
John (2:25:45 PM): i just picked up on it
a_new_light (2:25:48 PM): exactly
a_new_light (2:25:49 PM): why?
John (2:26:17 PM): after i got done talking with u..i was going to lay on my bed..and i walked over to the phone for some reason..then it rang
John (2:26:26 PM): bc thats what they want
a_new_light (2:26:27 PM): yes
a_new_light (2:26:35 PM): what's what they want
a_new_light (2:26:40 PM): ice cream?
John (2:26:53 PM): they want ice cream and its a want so its strong so i pick up on it
a_new_light (2:26:59 PM): but why is it you have this ability... to do this..
a_new_light (2:27:09 PM): how could that possibly be
a_new_light (2:27:30 PM): that your body... can read that energy..without conscious physical or mental intent on your part
a_new_light (2:27:43 PM): (brb.. gonna grab a coke)
John (2:27:46 PM): k
a_new_light (2:28:33 PM): back
John (2:28:38 PM): bc i was supposed to??....its just something that happenes
John (2:28:39 PM): k
a_new_light (2:28:54 PM): ok.. now that I have your attention and your actually THINKING about this ability
a_new_light (2:29:04 PM): lets look at it this way
a_new_light (2:29:16 PM): we were not born with the ability of conversation
a_new_light (2:29:25 PM): we learned it
a_new_light (2:29:46 PM): we were born with the ability to communicate..but it wasn't with an audible language...it was an internal ability
a_new_light (2:29:49 PM): to read energy
a_new_light (2:29:59 PM): our bodies know how to do it instinctively
a_new_light (2:30:07 PM): we don't have to train them
a_new_light (2:30:41 PM): what we DO have to train ourselves.. is to unlearn...or ignore rather..the verbal language..until we can focus on the physical energy language
a_new_light (2:30:54 PM): but the bottom line.. is... it is innate
a_new_light (2:30:58 PM): ok?
John (2:31:00 PM): ok
a_new_light (2:31:05 PM): pure and simple
a_new_light (2:31:09 PM): do you agree with that?
John (2:31:12 PM): yes
a_new_light (2:31:23 PM): back when we lived in caves...we knew... by instinct when danger was outside
John (2:31:29 PM): yup
a_new_light (2:31:32 PM): our chakras
a_new_light (2:31:39 PM): this is our key to our survival instincts
a_new_light (2:31:41 PM): adrenal glands
a_new_light (2:31:44 PM): pituitary glands
a_new_light (2:31:49 PM): study all of them
a_new_light (2:31:50 PM): ok?
John (2:31:52 PM): k
a_new_light (2:31:53 PM): know where they are
a_new_light (2:31:57 PM): and what they secrete
a_new_light (2:32:08 PM): know what puts them OUT of whack...and what can help them run smoothly
John (2:32:09 PM): ok'
a_new_light (2:32:30 PM): keep your glands running like clockwork..and your instinctual abilities will improve
a_new_light (2:32:51 PM): drugs, artificial sweeteners, preservatives can screw it all up
John (2:32:53 PM): pituitary gland is in the bottom of the brain i think
a_new_light (2:33:00 PM): and throw you off balance
a_new_light (2:33:10 PM): that's not to say.. you can't enjoy yourself once in a while
John (2:33:10 PM): ok
John (2:33:22 PM): so no soda
John (2:33:23 PM): lol
a_new_light (2:33:32 PM): but just remember.. to allow your body ways to purge the bad chemicals in order to return to proper order
a_new_light (2:33:48 PM): do know that part.. you should just lightly read about what makes them tick..and what makes them get messed up
John (2:33:59 PM): ok
a_new_light (2:34:06 PM): want me to go on?
a_new_light (2:34:19 PM): oh yeah
a_new_light (2:34:20 PM): intent
John (2:34:28 PM): sure
a_new_light (2:34:46 PM): to tie all this together
a_new_light (2:35:09 PM): We have negativity... that breeds negatively due to focused intent. Energy waves... exchange... predators exist
a_new_light (2:35:21 PM): to promote the negativity leading to confrontation is the path you were on
John (2:35:33 PM): ok
a_new_light (2:36:32 PM): carrying a weapon..can put the hackles up on someone who already feels threatened...their instinctual nature..living in a crime state will set bells off internal to them. Its like walking with a big red light above your head that says... Try me.. I'm not good with a knife..but am willing to use it...
a_new_light (2:37:15 PM): lol.... see what I mean??? I just got PM'd by a mob guy.. I spoke to months ago...I was on the subject long enough... lol
John (2:37:28 PM): lol
a_new_light (2:37:33 PM): pay attention to the signs.. you'll see what I'm talking about
John (2:37:53 PM): i didnt get signs last night in my dreams..i asked for them
a_new_light (2:38:44 PM): so... conversely... I want you to write down focused ambition on something you want to achieve.. could be small.. and put it in your pocket..carry it around with you. You're actually not alone in these things...the energy waves you will emit will attract likely candidates to achieve the focused ambition that you have launched in your body.
a_new_light (2:39:42 PM): not everyone gets the answers right away. I've been waiting for an answer I asked a few months ago... sometimes we're not meant to ask the question. Try your best..and when you're in synch.. things will begin to show.. noticeable differences
John (2:39:59 PM): ok
a_new_light (2:40:31 PM): .. it could be " Please help me make more money.."...but remember.. there can be an effect for every effect
John (2:41:23 PM): i know it can come back in 3s
John (2:41:26 PM): lol
John (2:41:40 PM): or consequences
a_new_light (2:41:44 PM): that's for wives and witches
a_new_light (2:41:49 PM): its this
a_new_light (2:41:57 PM): for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction
a_new_light (2:41:59 PM): dynamics
John (2:42:08 PM): physics
a_new_light (2:42:18 PM): think in energy and dynamics. and get out of fortune and foolscraft
John (2:42:27 PM): ok
John (2:42:33 PM): lol
a_new_light (2:42:37 PM): Remember.. There is God
a_new_light (2:42:40 PM): there is no Satan
John (2:42:42 PM): i know there is
a_new_light (2:42:51 PM): evil is the manifestation of humankind
a_new_light (2:42:54 PM): we manifest it
a_new_light (2:43:06 PM): is it real? well is a bullet real?
a_new_light (2:43:06 PM): sure
a_new_light (2:43:19 PM): but... it isn't a force in the underground, there can bad or misguided souls on the otherside just as they exist in the physical plane.
a_new_light (2:43:35 PM): spiritual presence has the same nature and ability that we do.. with one exception
a_new_light (2:43:54 PM): they have no fear... (no pain either..but thats a different thing)
John (2:44:00 PM): ok so how long should i carry this paper? i have 3 things on it
a_new_light (2:44:07 PM): that's up to you
John (2:44:19 PM): until its answered or not that long
a_new_light (2:44:34 PM): its a reminder... everytime you see it/read it .. you record brainwaves..that are emitted
John (2:44:40 PM): o ok
a_new_light (2:44:53 PM): there is something else that comes into play here
a_new_light (2:44:56 PM): our higher self
John (2:44:56 PM): i had the answer to that ..thanx lol
John (2:45:01 PM): ok
a_new_light (2:45:12 PM): do you understand or accept the concept of your higher self?
a_new_light (2:45:17 PM): of our soul
a_new_light (2:45:20 PM): our spirit
a_new_light (2:45:22 PM): call it what you wish
John (2:45:36 PM): ummmm?? whats that?
a_new_light (2:45:48 PM): there are distinctions between them..but basically.... do you believe when the physical body goes...that's it? or do you believe we have a spirit
John (2:46:20 PM): we have a spirit..and we either turn into angels roe reincarniate
John (2:46:38 PM): if we achieve what we need t do
John (2:47:21 PM): sorry go to heaven
a_new_light (2:47:28 PM): Just know that there is the part of you that isn't your physical side... part of this side of you exists in a subconscious realm... an area you're not aware of on a conscious level.. this higher self.. looks after you..and helps you to achieve that which you set out to achieve...but that we have FREE WILL... by placing these thoughts in your pockets.. you establish that FREE WILL and invoke.. focused ambition.. or INTENT
John (2:47:29 PM): not turn into an angel
a_new_light (2:47:45 PM): everything is driven on INTENT in the physical world...and I mean.. everything .
John (2:48:25 PM): so its bad to put that in my pocket?
a_new_light (2:48:30 PM): no
a_new_light (2:48:31 PM): its good
John (2:48:34 PM): ok
a_new_light (2:48:35 PM): well.. let me say
a_new_light (2:48:47 PM): its good as long...as what you intend.. is not to cause bad karma with someone else
a_new_light (2:48:54 PM): you should not want to achieve the death of someone else
John (2:49:02 PM): so what are the consequences of the higer self
John (2:49:07 PM): i know
John (2:49:12 PM): i'm not that dumb
John (2:49:14 PM): lol
a_new_light (2:49:36 PM): the higherself.. exists on many planes at once..this gets into complex stuff... more on that later (there are 32 levels of consciousness)
John (2:49:55 PM): ok
John (2:50:35 PM): my head goes crazy when i talk to u..i think its bc i'm thinking..and learning and expanding on this stuff
a_new_light (2:50:54 PM): for now.. know that your higher self is there....that when you meditate..you receive guidance in the form of enlightened realizations. this is communication coming from your higherself.. (once the noise of your physical existence subsides in your head...)...and together you can achieve a great deal..but you need to learn to listen to higher self.. (Instinct)..And you need to learn how to communicate TO your higherself (focused intent such as those papers..writing it down..saying it out loud)
John (2:51:53 PM): i thought it was spirit guides that help us?
a_new_light (2:52:08 PM): the moment you begin to think negative thoughts ("he's gonna hurt me").. you begin to help them come to reality... so fight it immediately.... block it out..and turn it into positive thinking
a_new_light (2:52:12 PM): it is spirit guides that help us
John (2:52:25 PM): ok
John (2:52:38 PM): so they r our higher selves
a_new_light (2:52:45 PM): No, our higherself is anchored to our body in the physical plane.. our spirit guides have the freedom to move.. leave..come back... they are other souls who no longer exist in the physical realm...
John (2:53:28 PM): so our higher selves and our spirit guides talk to each other
a_new_light (2:53:32 PM): Yes, spirit guides can choose to reincarnate... or not... but we have some who are not allowed to leave us..they are there always with us. They are our guardian angels
a_new_light (2:53:35 PM): yes
a_new_light (2:53:37 PM): and
a_new_light (2:53:39 PM): my higherself
a_new_light (2:53:42 PM): will talk to yours
John (2:53:49 PM): cool
John (2:53:54 PM): ahhh
a_new_light (2:54:01 PM): and..the higherself of that person you met who means you harm
a_new_light (2:54:09 PM): will talk to your higherself..and breed contempt and fear
John (2:54:25 PM): well those thoughts r gone already so i'm not worried about it
a_new_light (2:54:34 PM): its why some .. in the enlightenment rooms.. Will not PM... until they know you better..they first want to make sure only goodness comes their way
John (2:54:48 PM): o ok
John (2:54:53 PM): makes sense
a_new_light (2:54:56 PM): I've given you much to think about
John (2:55:03 PM): not really i can take it
a_new_light (2:55:13 PM): its time for me to go

Saturday, December 11, 2004

Yes, Virginia there is a Dr. Seuss

Just got back from a nice little holiday get together with some friends. It was a nice friendly and fun evening. After a long day of motorcycle class, my sweetie was in a great mood. Like a little kid with a new toy and I'm so glad to see it in him, he deserves some joy in his life. We had a wonderful time in New York for Thanksgiving and he came back in a glorious mood. The motorcycle thing has just added the icing to his cake, except for being a bit sore. It was a 10 hour class today and the majority of it was spent on the bike.

I decided to do Reiki on him while we drove back from the party. Tonight was the first time I found out first hand what a sense of humor our 'guides' have. Well that's not exactly true, if you count the Jehova's witness that came to my door..but thats another story.

To give you the Reader's Digest version, Reiki is an ancient healing art of becoming a vessel for energy and moving energy (ki) for the greater good of another person. I discovered I had this potential about 5 months ago sometime after my car accident. I went into what is known as Kundalini Rising. I had no idea what it was or what was happening to me but I was fortunate. I mentioned some symptoms I was suffering, while in a pyschic chat room one day and a very kind, blessed and bright person pm'd me. After some dialogue with him, he mentioned what he thought it was and sent me some information. Perhaps I'll go more into some of that in a seperate entry.

Often doing hands-on Reiki work will bring images. But I just wasn't expected Dr. Seuss in Cat in the Hat as Christmas wreath. It just cracked me up. I lost concentration too and sat back against my seat breaking the reiki contact. The sensation was strong.. I felt the link and something moved between him and I, through me to the floor and back again to him.. it was pulling me back to continue the Reiki. That startled me but didn't change the humor of the situation. I continued with the Reiki. Within two minutes of being hands-on again, I got the image of these distorted goofy looking cartoon Reindeer and I just kept giggling. I managed to finish the session but it made me realize that joy permeates all layers of our presence including our higher levels.

So the next time you're feeling blue, break out those childhood memories. Your guides and your higherself will thank you. Everyone needs a laugh now and then.

Thursday, December 09, 2004

Waking up can be a rollercoaster ride

I believe it was a night in late July, a few months ago, about a month after my car accident. I'd been reading online since the accident. My ability has always been there in subtle ways, but now it appeared to be a gift that expanded after my accident. The night I decided to find out if I could read people in person, I decided to go out to dinner by myself. I wore these funky eqyptian looking dangling flat earings with an eerie looking green eye done in enamel. Thought I might as well wear the symbol of the seer. The first place I went to was a local restaurant which has a fun bar area with giant screen tv's and trivia contests. The people are normal friendly and I figured it would be a good place to meet someone off the cuff. I waited 15 minutes for the bartender to bring me the drink I ordered and a menu. My friends and I go to this place occassionally and I usually tip well. After 15 minutes, I decided it wasn't worth the wait, I walked out and decided to just head home.

On the way home.. I was drawn to pull into a funky little place that has good sandwiches. At this point I figured I'd better just eat and go home. This was the first event I had where I was diverted from one location to another for a psychic encounter. There would be others.

He was sitting at the bar with a co-worker and between him sat two people. He was actually on the corner of the bar and I was around the bend a few seats down. They had HVAC something or other on thier shirts. I ordered my sandwich and just nodded hello.

By the time I finished eating, everyone was casually chatting back and forth about general things when I finally looked at him and said "You've had an OBE, haven't you". He had a dumb look on his face and said..what is an OBE? "Out-of-body experience...you died, left your body.. came back"

The look on his face was one I'll never forget. Complete shock. He said, yes, 20 years ago. I was in a car accident, then was in a coma. How did you know? I took off one earing and tossed it over to him. When he saw it.. he got off his bar stool and backed away from the counter. It was a deja vu for him. As I found out later, he also has the sight and saw his own fathers death before it happened. We spoke for three hours. I won't go through the details, suffice it to say his father had a few things to say to him. When I felt we were finished, I was in my car, he was standing in the parking lot and the pub had closed by then. He was frozen in his spot.. couldn't move even though it was time to go.

I said to him, "You can't leave can you".. he said.. no and looked a bit sad, and he looked down at the pavement. I looked down at my lap, sighed and looked up again.. "Who's Caroline"... he said Oh Shit! and started for his truck... I'm getting a cigarette... "Grab two cause this one might take a while".

I dont' remember how long she stayed. She wanted to send love and lift his heart. He felt responsible for her death.

When we were finished, I hugged him and told him his own vision will return (he suppressed it out of fear, I think they wanted him to know that it was ok, its not something to fear).

This was the first in person encounter I had and it moved me to tears. Him too. I never saw him before that night, told him I didn't want to know his name or 'keep in touch'. What happened, happened and I did the calling I was meant to do that night, that's all.

He kept the earring.

And I realized, A New Light was inside me.

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

Better Late than Never

I've been wanting to do this for several months now, if for no other reason than to look back on my entries and see where I've been naive. It's not that I don't believe in Blogs but I find it difficult to justify writing to no-one and everyone at the same time. It seemed pointless. A friend of mine has an entry on this site. Seeing his unfold made me realize one important thing. It helps to write out your thoughts and experiences. With the things that happen in our daily life its important to make note of the small things and I know this will help me appreciate those moments. It will also help me to keep track of some of the visions and dreams that I have and other experiences associated with having second sight, an extra sense.

I'm not sure why its called that, we all have it. Its an innate ability to know of events that happened or will soon happen. Most deny thier ability to see in that venue. Superstition and years of being beaten over the head by the church have brought us to that point, but I'll save that for another posting. I'm quite certain it will NOT be popular opinion.

So here I begin. I'll fill out my profile and other minor details another time. For now, I feel better to have it all started.